I just want to be skinnnnnyyyyy!
NOW!
Ugh.
I binged pretty bad today
but I am SO mentally ready to never eat anything again.
Just… not hungry.
Sorry.
Too busy getting control of my life.
And my room.
I am sleeping minimally and cleaning when I wake up
and then getting everything that’s been hanging over my head out of the way
and that should keep me busy for a day or two.
Too busy to eat, I mean.
And I want to work out.
And if I wake up late, I’m going for a mile run anyway,
because that’s my punishment for waking up so late.
And I’m quitting cigarettes.
Because I noticed I lose the most weight when I don’t smoke.
Fuck that shit.
I need to be at least a LITTLE healthy.
