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i’m on the other side of things. | July 15, 2010

It feels like all my friends are abandoning me recently.
I don’t know why…
Like… What did I do?
Whatever.
This is better.
I like my mind when I’m alone.
I get more done.
In times of depression,
I generally can convince myself of anything
and work towards anything.
And not hanging out with people gives me more me-time.
More time to work out,
more time to read,
more time to make art.
And that’s what I like to do.
I don’t need people.
I’m gonna start this thing now where I don’t hang out with people if they ask me to hang out for the same day? Does that make sense?
Now I want them to include me in their plans ahead of time.
No more… “Hey, wanna hang out today?!”
Because I’m not going to be someone you call when you’re bored.
Oh, that’s right.
I’ll have more time to meditate now.
And to tan.
And just… so much more free time to myself.
It’s gonna be great.